My Life

If you leave, don't leave now
Please don't take my heart away
Promise me just one more night
Then we'll go our separate ways
With hours left time on our sides
Now it's fading fast
Every second every moment
We've got to--we've gotta make it last

I touch you once I touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I needed you then
You always said we'd still be friends someday

If you leave I won't cry
I won't waste one single day
But if you leave don't look back
I'll be running the other way
Seven years went under the bridge
Like time was standing still
Heaven knows what happens now
You've got to--you've gotta say you will


I touch you once I touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I needed you then
You always said we'd meet again

I touch you once I touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I needed you then
You always said we'd still be friends

I touch you once I touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I needed you then
You always said we'd meet again someday

If you leave
Oh if you leave
Oh if you leave
Don't look back
Don't look back

"So Much"

How does it feel to know you're everything I need
The butterflies in my stomach
They could bring me to my knees
How does it feel to know you're everything I want
I've got a hard time saying this
So I'll sing it in a song

Oh I adore the way you carry yourself
With the grace of a thousand angels overhead
I love the way the galaxy starts to melt
When we become one
When we become one
When we become one
When we become one

How does it feel
How does it feel when we get locked into a stare?
Please don't come looking for me
When I get lost in the mess of your hair
How do you feel when everything you've known
Gets thrown aside
Never fear, my dear, 'cause we have nothing left to hide

Oh I adore the way you carry yourself
With the grace of a thousand angels overhead
I love the way the galaxy starts to melt

Hold on to me girl
If you feel your grip getting loose
Just know that I'm right next to you
Hold on to me girl
If you feel your grip getting loose
Just know that I won't let you down

Well, I'm ready
Well, I'm ready
I am ready
To run away with you
Are you ready?
Are you ready?
Are you ready?
To run away with me

Pack your things we can leave today
Pack your things we can leave today
Say our goodbyes and get on the train
Say goodbye
Just you and I in the sweet unknown
We can just call each other our home

If I had to choose a way to die
It'd be with you
In a goosebump infested embrace
With my overanxious hands cupping your face
In a goosebump infested embrace
With my overanxious hands cupping your cherub face

How does it feel?

i like you.
i like you alot.
please dont go to germany.

So no one told you life was gonna be this way
Your job's a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year
But
I'll be there for you (when the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you (like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you (because you're there for me too)

Every time you messed with my head
All the things you did and you said
See my scars spell out your name and, you’re paralyzing me

iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii like you alot

im gunna fail school

im so tired.
and i feel so shitty.
i miss you.
please stop being sick.

I really hope you are real.
Please tell me something good will come of this.

Where is the jam?





Jam is in the jarrrrrrrrrrrrrr.




hahahahaha. Maybe this place isnt so bad.

I hate school.
I hate Ottawa.
I hate my classes.
i hate not living in res.
I hate how i spent all my money.


I love the hottie.

ywerugreygvryuye geruyghyetrwtgr

I got new bed sheets.
Im moving into my room tommorow.
but only for the day.
then party times.
then shopping.
then monday pool party!1111one

Things and thoughts in my life right now:

I have three days of work left.
I'm in love with everyone in the world.
There are so many hotties at work.
I have a date with one on Friday.
Hes 24.
HA.
HA.
Ha.
Pay day Friday... plus 2 weeks bonus.
Ikea soon?
I need nice cups..better with Zeta's.
I move out soon.
Im stoked.. yet bummed.
i really just like moving.
I miss my best friend.
I miss my twin best friend.
and i know steph is gunna post a comment saying this anyways yes i miss you too steph.

I miss my ex boyfriend.
UGH ew.. why did that just get typed.

I wish i meant one of the less gay ones.. but i dont..
LAME.

I'm over it.
I need a new laptop.
Hopefully ill get one next week.
I need to get going on the slide show.
And I need to hangout with my two oldest friends whom i actually miss so much, probably more then anyone, and havent seen hardly all summer.. completely my fault.
At least i get to live with one soon.
kinda.

WELP that is all.


Oh and Regardez le pinnappley!

i drove all over hells half acre today.
but it was worth it.
i had a good day with nikki.
we went to stingers.

I got pierced.
im so bamf.

BAHAHAHHAHAH
just kidding...


but seriously.
im hot.

This is why i love work.

Cam: " yeah and she was just like fucking the guy for like 50 minutes"
Me: "Shit thats a long ass time."
Dan: " yeah thats how I role.................If you wanna cuddle for 49 minutes."



BAHAHHAHAH
oh lord.

in other breaking news.
I live in Markham again.
I have full service so text and call away

Off the top of my head, I can think of 5 people who I hold so dear to me, and who are so important in my life that I know I will make the effort to remain close with throughout the years to come.

Those people will know who they are. But I will say that im so lucky to have such an amazing guy friend like you whom I know I can call to talk aboout anything at anytime.
You rule Cam Wilson.


And i know you are reading this claire hinkley and wondering if yoou are one f thse people.
and yes you are you sillycupcakeface:)<3

Its happening.
The thing where im miserable all the time.
And I feel like everything you say just tkaes me furhter from you.
I feel we are drifting.
And I'm beginning to take things to personally and too seriously.
Which nly makes me sadder.

I miss you.
I saw you three days ago and i miss you.
Like I feel like im missing somethingin my life when your not around.

How pathetic.
This isn't good at all.

i miss you.
i saw you last night.
i still miss you.
i miss you in a way i couldn't even begin to describe.

I found a song that describes this.. kinda.. pretty much..

Oh why can't I be with you need?
A new improved version of me
But I'm nothing so good
no, I'm nothing
Just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
of violence of love and of sorrow
I beg for just one more tomorrow
where you hold me down, fold me in
deep, deep, deep in the heart of your sins

I break in two over you, oh
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you don't see me, you don't

Here I'm pinned between darkness and light
Bleached and blinded by these nights
where I'm tossing and tortured 'til dawn
by you, visions of you then you're gone.
The shock bleeds the red from my face
when I hear someone's taken my place.
How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel?
When all, all that I did was for you

I break in two over you, oh
I break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life
But you don't see me, you don't

im so glad i get to experience heartbreak twice in one year.
im so lucky.

WELL.
good times and bad times.


Bad times: I hit brians jeep. My back bumper is fucked.. so is his door....my debt is now almost 6 grand.

Good times: my daddy isnt mad.

Bad times: mother wont let me drive anywhere anymore..i might be fucked for school and work.

Good times: I hungout with him all yesterday.
Good times: Jake's bday bash was GREAT SUCCESS
Good times: We got so close
Good times: He doesnt regret it
Good times: its gunna happen more often
Good times: AMAZING

Good times: hes so sweet


Bad times: he doesnt want a girlfriend still
Good times: Not like it matters we act like we are dating anyways, and this is the icing on the cake...summer lovin.. i cant wait.